BOOM

3 09 2007

Going, Going, Gone.

My train of thought derailed once again.

The little distractions that make my thouhgts vanish.

Few and far between are the truely brilliant life altering thoughts that make some cry make some laugh make me want everyone to read my mind and fully know understand the processes i my head are valid not like yours valid non the less

and it’s gone again

too easily distracted i am

later i shall try again





Where is MY prince charming?

3 09 2007

There have been many thoughts in my head. I haven’t figured out to write them down. My future has been planned out mentally many times. Each time with different stuations, different locations, and often different people. Each stroy-line seems to be based around a fairy-tale romance, and usually ends with a wonderful engagement. Once i  get “engaged” The story is over and I have to plan out my life with the next “prince chraming”. In the past 2 years i have “dated” an old aquantence, a teacher (from the university i should be attebting right now), a friend, and a neighbor. Some people have a few senarios, and others have had just one series of events.
The media has conditioned me to expect a romantic guy, who excepts my fault’s and requires little “training”. 

I am a hopeless romantic, with nothing to do but dream up my perfect courtship.

Where is MY prince charming? I want to start building my dreams on reality!